TLDR/CW/TW: Mentions of Self Harm/Gore, Emotional/Mental Abuse, NSFW, “Guilt Tripping” “Manipulation”, Drawing Cp, MugAnimate situation (Context added to this), BabyBlueFox situation (Context added to this)

Hi, I’m BombasticHype/ZennyLanny, I also go by many names but I'm known as “Keith” throughout the document's release.
so you have probably heard the recent controversial stuff about me, or if you have not..I have been outed on twitter for multiple disgusting/hurtful things.(the link to the document, which unfortunately won’t work/viewable cause my father had taken down the post itself, i’m pretty sure if you go ahead and visit @wugalex on twitter, they have made a pdf version.)

  • This document is made to not only apologise for the actions that I have committed but to also fill in the context of the many holes in the document.

  • The reasoning behind not making a response sooner was because I didn’t feel like it was the right time to say anything, I didn’t want to rush a response that was half baked and poorly made, I wanted to take the time not only to better myself as a person, but to find the words myself in order to properly respond and give context and backstory to everything here.

  • I suggest reading the "Shannon Sunday, Mirth and Zoey history" section first, as it's very important when it comes to the NSFW TOPIC and MUGANIMATE section.

[ENGLISH ISN'T MY FIRST LANGUAGE SO I APOLOGIZE FOR MY GRAMMAR ERRORS AND HOW MESSY AND CONFUSING THE EXPLAINATIONS ARE.]If anyone has personal experiences with me and wants to talk/resolve about it privately, please contact me through DISCORD. (discord user is alepzen or zennylanny)

NSFW ARTWORKS / CP ART / GENERAL SEXUAL BEHAVIOR

Around the month of Late July to Early/Late August, I was in a server known as Project Swirl, a server which was primarily used for people expressing their hypersexuality as what Emerald referred the server, I was unfortunately apart of this server, while I have indeed sent lots of NSFW and drawn CP in the server, the server owner, known as flambe/emerald was not only teasing me, 900n1 and a few more people but pushing me to send art in the server and his dms.
[ SCREENSHOTS BELOW ]

My response to this section/apologyI want to apologise to 900n1, Villezen and MugAnimate, I apologise for not only making sexual art of you, but doing this knowing I was in a committed relationship with Villez, as to Villez, I apologise to you for being in this server, committing to multiple sexual acts without you knowing or having any idea of what I was doing, and to Mug, I’m sorry for also getting into a relationship with you while being in this server (I’ll address mug’s situation soon) and overall, I apologize for sharing/drawing the NSFW art in the first place.The server itself was problematic, considering how everyone there struggled to cope with their hypersexuality and everyone even me thought sharing nsfw, doing sexual acts with eachother and drawing them is a good coping mechanism. most art i've shared around that time was 1-2 years old and was drawn when i was still dating Shannon Sunday, it's my fault for thinking it was right to do and indulge with these acts with the people involved and i apologize for the people who potentially got hurt from these acts.
as i've had really bad experiences that heavily altered my view about anything sexual related, thinking it was okay to do in the first place.
i've had been groomed 2-3 times, one in real life and two online and friends who normalized the sexual behavior & all of them had indulged onto the sexual acts that led me to thinking it's okay to draw NSFW of minors if everyone involved agrees to it. (this also includes the recordings which was influenced by Shannon.) i've realized how very problematic this behavior is and i've moved out & completely stopped.

WUGALEX GORE SITUATION

EXPLAINATION / MY SIDE OF THE STORY :I've teamed up with someone i don't know much about, other than they hated Wugalex, and around that time i wasn't in a good mental state and living conditions already and was convinced it was a good idea to "scare" Wugalex with GORE NSFW, said person i teamed up with proceeded to spam self harm images, gore videos, proceeded to call me slurs when person was confronted, i couldn't apologize sooner cause of how badly i got triggered from the self harm images and the gore videos, aswell as the guilt i got when it happened that lead me to be scared of confronting wugalex and apologize, understandably this is very very bad of me to agree on this, i do not know what was the influence on me doing this at all and i've regretted it from the moment it happened & i didn't know how to back out from the situation i've gotten myself into.
I'm fully guilty of this and i've attempted to apologize to Wugalex privately.
(i'm aware people are suspecting that this person could potentially be me but i really don't know how to prove that it isn't, i barely have anything that's relating to it other than the dms i had with them of me having second thoughts about the whole thing. their account is now deleted and i cannot recover my old dms with them.)

BABYBLUE / BLUEFOX SECTION
("MANIPULATION", "MENTAL ABUSE")

MY BACKSTORY / HISTORY WITH BABYBLUE / BLUEFOX :Throughout my history with Bluefox/Babyblue (will refer to them as Bluefox here)My drama/problem happened with her when she started venting about Mirth and Zoey, she would constantly vent about both of them 24/7, going as far as comparing some of the people who helped her to Mirth and Zoey (even though Mirth nor Zoey did anything that traumatized/abused Bluefox around this timestamp)
I've supported her, comforted her and stuck around with her when she needed someone to talk to, and she would normally make a lot of meme art and animations.Until — 09/28/2021 7:35 PM
Where i've confronted Bluefox about her constant venting and her complaining about a singular rule (which is DO NOT MENTION MIRTH AND ZOEY), calling it bullshit. She has shown a lot of aggression when confronted. around this time, we didn't really know what Mirth nor Zoey did to her that caused her to act the way she does but the only way we could've helped her was telling her to actually find ways to cope better, but she doesn't listen and proceeds to vent about it the next day.[screenshots below]

She had shown signs of attachment to both Mirth and Zoey (most notably Mirth) and Bluefox had admitted in the past that they had feelings for Mirth and had confessed to her. when Mirth denied her confession, it's the cause of her constant venting about Mirth.
It got so far as her making up a phobia called "Kodophobia". she self diagnosed herself a lot, going as far as self diagnosing schizophrenia and autism around the time.
which concerned and pissed most members of the server.
around this time, i still had contact with Mirth temporarily due to around that time, another document that i was involved was in the makes.
i've told Mirth about Bluefox and her obsession and had told me to pass on a message to Bluefox as a last resort for her to stop venting about both of them.

Around — 12/17/2021
Zoey messaged me about Bluefox, explaining how based off from what Bluefox told them, me and the others had treated her like shit when it's completely false. [screenshot below]

Zoey invited me into a GC with Bluefox to confront them about me self harming cause of Bluefox's exessive venting.In that vc, all i can remember is me telling Bluefox to stay on the vc and listen, but she keeps on trying to excuse herself out of the situation she put herself in, and Zoey crying cause of how much Bluefox lied about him to the others.few months later, Me and Blue decided to get back in contact to sort things out, i did not forgive her but gave her a chance. and this is around the time my server is still around, the members of the past server weren't comfortable with her presence nor forgave her for the stuff she did to them.the reason why i'm explaining the backstory of me and bluefox is cause she completely cut the context on what actually happened, and she used some screenshots and give it completely different meaning. i have never abused nor manipulated her. all i've done was to try and help her but she completely slides through that like it was nothing to her. she considers me scolding her about her behavior as abuse. i've apologized to bluefox for my aggressive nature in the past, hell even cried on a call with her and apologizing if i ever hurt her.